Feel your every heartbeat.

Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
Calm the ache, stop the shakes
You clear my mind
You're my escape
From this messed up place
'Cause you let me forget
You numb my pain

How can I tell you just all that you are
What you do to me

You're better than drugs
your love is like wine
Feel you comin' on so fast
Feel you comin' to get me high
You're better than drugs
Addicted for life
Feel you comin' on so fast
Feel you comin' on to get me high

Feel you when I'm restless
Feel you when I cannot cope
You're my addiction, my prescription, my antidote
You kill the poison
Ease the suffering
Calm the rage when I'm afraid
To feel again

How can I tell you just all that you are
What you do to me

Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
You're the strength of my life

Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you come to get me high

I discovered a playlist on his iPod titled with my name. I asked him if I could look and he quickly whisked the iPod away, apparently I can't look because it's not finished. He showed me one song though, this one, Your Better than Drugs by Skillet. It is now my favourite song, for now at least, they change daily. It's been exactly a week since he's been here, one more to go. We're settling into a routine, he wakes up first, comes and lies on my bed trying to wake me up, we get up and do our own thing for an hour or two then start watching a movie or playing Tekken. I like it, I don't want him to leave, and I don't want the holidays to ever end.

 

Without you I've only just pulled through, and when you leave you take my soul with you.

 

xx