I can't do this all on my own.

Well, I had my interview at one of the schools today. I got offered a place. Cool.

But....the art department was shit. I was like *gapes* when he showed me and my mother. I like my toffeenose schools art department.....*sniffles*

Anyway now I'm just double confused about the whole school thing. But, moving on to the highlight of my week!

Okies. So, I catch the train, walk through the city and hop on a bus to get to school everyday. One day, when I was running late and had to, obviously, catch later trains and buses, a little Asian guy caught my eye. Not straight away, but I noticed on my weeks of running late that he always seemed to be in the same car on the train as me, without fail, then he'd be on the same bus as me. Strange. A coincidence. He and his friend seemed to travel together, but at the same time they would seperate in the city and not talk for long periods of time. Moving on, when you see the same person everyday, you start to look for them, and wave, and smile. It was a nice little mute friendship. I think I even said to my boy "I have a little silent asian buddy." on Monday. Well, today...wait, I started writing this post on the Thursday that it happened, today's Saturday XD Anyways, on Thursday, I was sitting on the bus with my asian friend behind me. This struck me as slightly unusual as he usually sits towards the front of the bus. I was happily listening to my iPod, contemplating the lands, when a light flashed in my peripheral vision,

So, I turned to look at the source of light, which turned out to be a phone.

"Hi, my name's Bien, :) What's your name?"

The phone belonged to my asian friend who has introduced himself the only was he could due to my ears being plugged with an iPod.

I turned around and we began talking and found out a little bit more about eachother.

But who does that sort of thing anymore? A complete stranger, connected my nothing more than a smile and a wave most days, plucks up the courage to introduce himself to me. It made my day, and my week, and has changed my outlook a bit. Such a small act, but it meant a lot to me. Perhaps there's hope in humanity after all.

So what's happened from Thursday until now. I slept at the awesome Asians house...I still haven't told her I might be moving schools. We went and played Badmington, was top fun despite the nerdy, posh connotations of the game. I might go again. I had to stop texting him for a few hours to play, and he knew that there were other guys there, around my age. He didn't like that, at all. He texted me twice while I was playing, saying he missed me and that he was lonely and bored without me, experiencing "awesome girl withdrawls" was how he put it. When I had a break to check my phone, I felt very lurved to discover those messages. Most of the time, I'm fully available to him, and it's when we talk for the whole day with no breaks that it doesn't feel as...special I guess. Being slightly unavailable to each other sometimes might be the answer to those boring days, but whenever I say "Hey, I know your a bit busy, I'll talk to you later." he texts me back saying he doesn't want to stop talking to me, not to leave him.I've officially lost my train of thought, damn. I think the gist of it was that I need to get a life.

Anyway, I'm going to go be sick, I feel terrible. Note: Never get into a coke zero skulling competition with awesome Asian again, OR challenge her to eat a whole tub of coleslaw.

xx